Sweet dreams, But Not-so-sweet reality

It's my birthday. And nobody knew it at first because I didn't say anything about it. But they found out anyway. Well, they greeted me (actually this was a blur) and this guy approached me and said "I'll buy you a birthday gift." But I replied,"You don't have to, -insert the guy's name here-." We are just having that banter over and over again (he insisted he'll buy me a gift) until he stopped  me with a kiss.

First on the cheek.. 

Then on the corner my lips.. 

It felt so good that it felt so real and right.. 

And then I woke up. 

That was just a dream. How weird my dream was. But it's a good dream. Why? I've never been kissed, and that dream made me realize how sweet a kiss would be. It makes you feel special and wanted. I know it's just a dream and the guy in my dream is someone I newly met. But it gave me hope that it will happen one day. Maybe with the same guy? Hahah 

But I guess some dreams are not meant to be real. Because hours after that dream I found out that he is seeing someone. Woah. Haha! Nice one ella! 

I don't know what it meant. That dream. And What happened after I had that dream. I don't wanna think that I won't be able to have that. But I'm having those ugly thoughts again.. That sweet dreams aren't meant to go real, at least at that aspect of my life.